As God's child, you don't have to do anything to earn God's Love, you just have to be open to receive it, which may be a little difficult when you believe that love is absent, but that is the illusion that all of God's children are here to see through. Even the lowest of us are stronger, wiser and more loving than we think.
"Love is what we are born with. Fear is what we have learned here. The spiritual journey is the unlearning of fear and the acceptance of love back into our hearts." ~Marianne Williamson~